African American Vietnam vets share their stories
Todd Luck | Special to the NNPA from the Winston-Salem Chronicle | 11/11/2013, 6:26 a.m.
NNPA A group of African American Vietnam War veterans were invited to Wake Forest last Friday to share their memories from the controversial conflict with students in an English class.
The students had been exploring the letters mailed home by American soldiers as they fought in Vietnam and various other wars. Sharon Raynor, a visiting professor from Johnson C. Smith University, teaches the class and conducts an oral history project centered around Vietnam veterans called “The Silence of War.” All the guest veterans have taken part in Raynor’s project.
“I thought it would be great for students to meet with veterans and get these kind of firsthand experiences,” said Raynor, whose work was inspired by her father’s Vietnam War diary.
John W. Nesbitt, who was joined by fellow vets Ronnie Stokes Sr., John Barnes, Robert Jones and Tex Howard, told the class he wasn’t happy when he was drafted into the war, but thought things might be looking up when he heard he would be going to Asia.
“(I thought) that would be cool,” said Nesbitt, who lives in Durham. “I said, ‘It’ll be nice and warm over there.’”
When he landed in Vietnam, it did not take him long to learn that it wasn’t paradise. He recalled that even walking along jungle trails was deadly, since many were lined with booby traps.
Stokes volunteered to go to war. He didn’t want to go to college and felt the Army was a good alternative and would allow a farm boy from Goldsboro to see the world.
“I learned quickly when I got over there it wasn’t a place that you needed to be and once you were there, regardless of what the situation may be, you got to do your best to get home,” said Stokes, who still lives in his hometown.
He said as difficult as the war was, it was free of the Civil Rights conflicts being waged at home. Integrated units were united, he said, in trying to find out where the Viet Cong was.
Barnes, a Goldsboro native who also volunteered to go war, recalled the less than heroes’ welcome he and other Vietnam vets received when they returned to the United States. Veterans of other wars returned to parades and admiration, but after Barnes’ tour of duty, members of his unit returned home separately and quietly. There was no fanfare.
Jones, who was drafted into the Marine Corps, was injured fighting for his country, but even that fact didn’t earn him the respect of the American public.
“Vietnam was taboo,” said Jones, who lives in Wake Forest, N.C. “It was never war, it was a conflict. You weren’t doing things your country said you should do, you were doing things to stay alive basically, and it wasn’t pretty.”
Clinton resident Howard, like Jones, left the war via medevac. He said upon his homecoming, his own family avoided and even feared him.
“It makes you feel kind of messed up when you got family members that don’t want to be around you,” he said.